My life

Hagghhhh!!!>…….

Uda hampir 4 tahun sejak aku join ke Friendster dan nulis blog ini, sudah banyak hal yg aku sharingkan ke blog ini, dari hal yg menyenangkan, lucu dan sampai akhirnya ke hal yg buruk.  Dan sekarang sudah saatnya aku menutup blog account ku ini dengan menuliskan blog yg untuk terakhir kalinya.

Untuk overallnya…aku cukup enjoy dengan kehidupan ini, walaupun terkadang mengalami rasa kesepian dan berat dengan beban kerjaan akan tetapi hal itu semua yg aku syukuri dari kehidupan ini.

Aku sangat mensyukuri untuk semua yg Tuhan Yesus sudah anugerahkan bagiku.  Aku diberikan berkat yg melimpah dariNYA dan aku bisa merasakannya dan itu adalah kebahagiaan yg luar biasa bagiku.

Aku sangat berterima kasih untuk keadaan buruk dan masalah yg menimpaku selama ini karena dari situlah aku belajar unt menjadi dewasa dan berpikir bijaksana.

Yah, akupun jg tak akan pernah lupa unt kebaikan co-workers ku di tmp kerja dan semua chef2ku beserta mentor-ku.  Walau kehidupan Culinary itu sangat keras dan penuh dengan tanggung jawab, tapi aku belajar pengetahuan hidup yg sangat berharga dari itu semua yaitu berusaha unt menghargai semua org tanpa melihat apapun jg dan berusaha unt sabar dan tenang dalam melakukan sesuatu.  Dan aku semakin yakin akan diriku sendiri.

Aku mencintai kehidupanku, aku mensyukuri apa yg sudah aku dapatkan. 

Yah unt akhir kata, aku ingin berterima kasih unt orang2 yg sudah berperan dalam kehidupanku.  Terima kasih atas senyum dan kebaikan kalian, aku sangat terbekati bisa mengenal kalian.

Ok deh…kalo gitu sampai jumpa di lain tempat, mulailah hari mu dengan senyum karena senyum yg tulus adalah surga unt org lain, heheheheh……

SAYONARAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

What do you like about being a chef?

1.  Teamwork…I’ve seen the value of working together as a team to achieve a greater goal.

2.  Although sometimes I have to get up early (6am) for work, but I enjoyed making breakfast in the kitchen.  Couldn’t believe that morning sunrise was so beautiful.

3.  I felt there are a lot of things that you can do with the food.  Not only you making the food into the beautiful dish but also can reminiscing you with something.

4. People always refer "Culinarian" as chef.  And sounds like a particular title for the job that I’m doing.

5.  When I peeked from inside the kitchen and saw people eat the food that I made and then they looked happy, I felt like I’m really proud of myself.

6.  Working in kitchen with all of the chef just make me feel more confident about myself.

7.  Although have to wear the same uniform everyday, makes me feel happy because I do not have to do  a lot of laundry.

I really have faith on me.  My passion in cooking has never been stop, although sometimes I messed up but failure is the path of success.  We are human, we will making a mistake sometimes but trying make an improvement is the key to be perfect.  Its okay to be afraid for the first time, no one expect you to be SUPER but as long as you want to try, you’ll be fine.

Hopefully you also believe in yourself in order to pursue your dream.

Looking Out
Across The Night-Time
The City Winks A Sleepless Eye
Hear Her Voice
Shake My Window
Sweet Seducing Sighs

Get Me Out
Into The Night-Time
Four Walls Won’t Hold Me Tonight
If This Town
Is Just An Apple
Then Let Me Take A Bite

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way

Reaching Out
To Touch A Stranger
Electric Eyes Are Ev’rywhere
See That Girl
She Knows I’m Watching
She Likes The Way I Stare

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
I Like Livin’ This Way
I Like Lovin’ This Way

Looking Out
Across The Morning
The City’s Heart Begins To Beat
Reaching Out
I Touch Her Shoulder
I’m Dreaming Of The Street

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell ‘Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
I Like Livin’ This Way

Apa arti keren dan beken bagi orang-orang disekelilingmu? 

Apakah itu jika kamu mengikuti trademark jamana skrg?

Atau ikut-ikutan hal-hal yg sebetulnya kamu hindari?

Sepanjang perjalanan masa remajaku yg mulai termakan oleh umur, aku selalu melalui beberapa masa ke masa.  Dari mulai sejak aku pertama masuk sekolah smpai sbntr lagi akan mengambil diploma.

Masa2 itu pun aku diwarnai dengan corak2 kehidupan yg bermacam2 salah satunya adalah gimana kita merasa diri kita keren.  Hampir semua orang ingin menjadi pusat perhatian public, dikenal semua orang, disayangi dan dipuja.  Oleh karena itu banyak orang yg setengah mati bahkan hampir mati untuk membuat diri mereka sekeren mungkin.  Itu ga salah sih!!! Self-improvement is always be our majority.  Tapi yg paling kasihan adalh orang2 yg membunuh jati dirinya sendiri dan berusaha menjadi orang lain.  Mereka tak tau klo mereka lebih keren dan berharga daripada orang yg mereka idolakan.

Tapi bayangkan dimana jika trademark jaman sekarang adalah denim, lalu 3 bulan lagi adalah Volkadod dan 2 bulan depan adalah TELANJANG?!.  Apakah bener2 mau telanjang nih?  Lalu apa yg terjadi pada anak2 SD yg terikat narkoba?  Atau bandar2 Narkoba?  Jika gw selalu lihat di koran2, hampir 89% bandar narkoba adalah murid skolah mulai dari SD.  Dan tampang mereka terlihat sangat innocent.

Banyak sekali gw menemukan teman2 gw yg meninggal secara tidak layak.  Mereka bukan orang yg jelek atau jahat.  Mereka dari keluarga yg harmonis dan intelek.  Tp hanya karena ingin menjadi pusat perhatian skolah, dia nge-dopping tiap hari agar bisa entah lebih percaya dalam ngomong dll.  Tapi ketika overdosis, B*^ut.  Di lain kasus, mereka ikut2an ke club malem dan ditemukan dijebak oleh beberapa bandar NK disekitar sana dengan diberi permen Mentos atau Fix Inhaler yg sudah diisi **.  Bnyk omongan bahwa jika sekali terikat, tak akan bisa lepas.  Ini adalah kenyataan, bnyk teman2ku yg berakhir dengan tangisan penyesalan di akhir ajalnya, tapi aku yakin bahwa TUhan Yesus akan mengampuni mereka.

Tapi jika kamu sekarang melihat ke kaca, lihat dirimu secara sederhana.  Nikmatilah bahwa ternyata dirimu adalah sempurna. Dan nikmatilah keunikan pribadimu. Jika kmu merasa orang lain ada yg lebih hebat darimu, kmu ga akan pernah bisa menghargai dirimu.  Smua manusia mempunyai porsi yg sama dalam kehidupan maupun kepribadian.  Menjadi attractive itu bukan hanya memakai pakaian yg sexy, rambut dimodelin macem2, muka dan badanmu dikasih bahan2 kimia, atau ikut2an sesuatu yg terlarang untuk terlihat hebat.  Percayalah, orang akan melihat kmu keren jika kamu berdiri tegak, selalu tersenyum dan membawa dirimu apa adanya.  Perlihatkan bahwa kmu adalah salah satu dari mereka, dan apapun kecacatanmu, kamu akan selalu menjadi KEREN JIKA KAMU MENJADI DIRIMU SENDIRI.

Yay, hari ini diajak Glenny ke Monroe Exhibit dimana disana ada banyak macam pertunjukan.

Tapi yg pasti, tujuan utama gw adalah melihat pameran kelinci……….hehehehe, happy bgt sih dapet kesempatan unt melihat beraneka ragam jenis kelinci. 

Yup yup, happy bgt sih bisa ngeliat hampir 40 lebih jenis kelinci, terus ketemu sodaranya Chessie and Cumi………Yup yup, terus habis itu sama Glenny naik2 wahana di arena itu.  Liat berbagai macam pertunjukan.  Dan yg terakhir ke Old Mcdonald Farm.  Disana dijualin berbagai macam kelinci dengan harga yg murah2, terus Glenny nanya apa aku mau tambah kelinci lagi ga?  Yah………dalam hatiku, pingiiiiiiiiiiiin bgt, bahkan pingin punya 10 kelinci  dirumah, tapi yah aku jg tau kalo itu bakal ngerepotin Glenny sih.  Jadi aku pikir2, I hope setelah uda lulus dan dapet kerjaan yg mantep and bisa punya apt sendiri akan berencana unt bredder kelinci de disana, hehehehehee.   HAAAAAHHHH, thank you yah uda baca blog gw,hehehehehe…………..

Pretty baby
Kisses for your loving
I really get it when you’re
Next to me yeah yeah
I’m so excited how you
Give me all your loving
I got it coming and it’s ecstacy

Streetwalking baby

Cause everyday I watch you
Paint the town so pretty
I see you coming in and off
On my thought yeah yeah
You don’t believe me then
You can ask my brother
Cause everyday at six
Home alone

Because
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Baby I want you
Baby come love me
Baby I need you
You’re so satisfying

I hear you walking
Cause your body’s talking to me
I chase you every step of the way yeah yeah
An invitation to some
Faraway hot island
If I can show you baby
Home with me

You see I never met a girl
Just like you
Come so easy
Don’t you break my heart
Cause I love you

You see I never met a girl
Just like you
Come so easy
Don’t you break my heart
Cause I love you

Streetwalking baby

(Why don’t you give me some time)
(Won’t you give me some time)
(Why don’t you give me some time)
(Won’t you give me some time)

I have to tell you
That you give me strong hot fever
My every thought is you
And that’s a fact yeah yeah
I’d like to take you places
How about New York City
Or Paris, France
What do you think of that

Because
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Baby I want you
Baby come love me
Baby I need you
You’re so satisfying

You see I never met a girl
Just like you
Come so easy
Don’t you break my heart
Cause I love you

You see I never met a girl
Just like you
Come so easy
Don’t you break my heart
Cause I love you

Streetwalking baby
I got it coming baby

Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Baby I want you
Baby come love me
Love me baby
Got to have some loving
Got to make you mine
Got to give some loving
Gonna give you loving
Make you mine
Got to get your love
Got to give some love
Got to make somebody
I told you
I told you

You see I never met a girl
Just like you
Come so easy
Don’t you break my heart
Cause I love you

Streetwalking baby

Full of emotion in singing.

A lovely man.

Won more than 100 awards.

Very cool fellow.

Has an incredible dance.

Full of energy.

Lover of children everywhere.

Very swEeetTT people.

Lonely….he keeps saying that he has nothing in his life other than singing on the stage.

Simple and full of smile.  His mind is full of imagination.  He sends his imaginary through music.

AND>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

The most humanitarian singer.  Build the charity named "Heal the World" which also had song with the same name.

BUT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Is he really a child molester?

Well, I am a big fan of him.  But the thing that I don’t understand is the rumour about him.  Some of media said that he has been molested a child or he never have an intimacy with women.  And I think those rumour are…..are… very absurd.   What I know about Mj that he is a lonely person, shy and very introvert.  He never let anyone to enter his life.  And his heaven is surrounding by childrens because it can fill up his heart with a warm love which he never had when he was a child. He being a public-center since he was 5 years old. I do not know how many surgeries that he had, but I still recognize his eyes.  From his eyes, I see that he needs some help.  The fact is, Neverland is his fantasy and his prison, he created his fantasy land and his beautifull jail.  He was raising without a normal life.

And this is very interesting for me because what I see on his eyes, he is a lonely man.  And he stills love to play around like a child because he lost his childhood.  BUt he is very genius in music, from his imagination of world….he created a music.   But very sadly if he truly did what the media said.  Michael Jackson, eventhough people say that you’re a weirdo, but you will always be the KING OF POP.

Hey Pretty Baby With The
High Heels On
You Give Me Fever
Like I’ve Never, Ever Known
You’re Just A Product Of
Loveliness
I Like The Groove Of
Your Walk,
Your Talk, Your Dress
I Feel Your Fever
From Miles Around
I’ll Pick You Up In My Car
And We’ll Paint The Town
Just Kiss Me Baby
And Tell Me Twice
That You’re The One For Me

I’ll never felt so in love before, just b’coz you showed me the way you like me….makes me feel that I’m precious……

Every Night He Walks Right In My Dreams
Since I Met His From The Start
I’m So Proud I Am The Only One
Who Is Special In His Heart.

THAT MAN IS MINE…..B’COZ THE DOGGONE MAN IS MINE…

Your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I’m with you I am lost for words, I don’t know what to say
My head’s spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that’s how I feel inside
Nothing’s real, but all is possible if God is on my side 
When I’m with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It’s as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I’ll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There’s no mountain high I cannot climb
I’m humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
SpeechlessYour love is magical, that’s how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, “I love you.”

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I’ll be there
I’ll reach out my hand to you, I’ll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I’ll be there
Chorus:
And oh - I’ll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I’m so glad that I found you
I’ll be there with a love that’s strong
I’ll be your strength, I’ll keep holding
on - yes I will, yes I will
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that’s all I’m after
Whenever you need me, I’ll be there

I’ll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I’ll be there
(chorus)
If you should ever find someone new,

I
know he’d better be good to you
‘Cos if he doesn’t, I’ll be there
Don’t you know, baby, yeah yeah
I’ll be there, I’ll be there, just call my name, I’ll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)
I’ll be there, I’ll be there, whenever you need me, I’ll be there
Don’t you know, baby, yeah yeah
I’ll be there, I’ll be there, just call my name, I’ll be there…

Yeah, sometimes my life feels hollow…..

on my lonliness, I found love from somebody who composed this song.